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This is my last night in Conneticut. I am pretty bummed. I don't want to leave and I already have messages in my inbox from school from my teachers. They are gonna be fun but I have been here so long I don't want to leave.

I just watched my cousin graduate a step further in his boy scouts troup. It was really kul to watch. Maddie and I pretty much hung out all afternoon. It makes me want to cry that I have to leave her. She is a shining star in the endless sky of my life. She twinkles and with it the whole sky smiles and laughs.

I am bringing back two small bottles of snow for a friend. I really shouldn't be but I am. I am afraid to go back because I have this fear that she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. It has haunted me since before I left for this vacation. I want to be the good friend and let her go if that is her wish but I also don't want to not put up a fight for her. She means so much to me and I can't understand why she would do it if she were to. It would upset me greatly.

I called my sis. It was nice to hear her voice again and once I get home I shall write letters for my other friends as I swore for my New Year's Resolution. I have but a chapter left of Kiss the Girls, which I have thoroughly enjoyed reading. It is sickening to read, oh how I love it. It is just so twisted it is delightful.

Spore got old fast. You can only go to five stages which sucks. It is very quick and would be very boring game to have. -rolls eyes- I learn so quickly... lol.

I have realized a lot of errors in my diet from being here. I definately need to eat more fruits and try to cook more since I have the time. In general, I just need to stop being so lazy. Lol. I also hope I can get over my fear of the anime club quickly. They need me or someone to lead and they will need it fast. ] :

I don't want to leave. Tomorrow I jump on a plane with one bag and a carry-on. May I arrive in one peice and healthy once more. Plus I hope Supershuttle waits if I'm delayed DX