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still bored...


needed some time so i could find, a little strength to redefine, what i have become, what i have done, i never asked to be the one.. i'm writing it out this storm you've brought in. bringing it down, on the around. for you i'd go again. it's gotta be easy to see what everyone takes out of me. knocking me down, dragging me out. how'd you end up in the crowd?did you run away, did you fall apart? do you see yourself for what you are? will you be looking for it anymore when 5 becomes 4? when you're all alone with a melody, do you close you eyes and think of me? will you still hear me singing anymore when 5 becomes 4?try an put aside your history and pride. maybe for one moment in time, we'll all be on your side. the story goes, nobody knows what it was like when you would throw someone who cared out in the air didn't let them crash down anywhere.remember the lie,never said i. you were the reason i survived.where did you go? i need to know. i waited here, you never showed.its gonna be harder for me.i cant forget so many things. when you were down i was around.why would you try and hurt me now? just tell me why.did you run away?


these mean a lot to me, because they describe my life...