I think I've gone from emo to super emo. I finally have my computer privileges back, so now i don't have to sneak in entries. my life just got more horrible. I found out that my girl friend is indeed bisexual. sad . So..... I've basically been trying to call her(she's not answering) and I've cried myself to sleep for the past three days. Pathetic, I know. I cut my wrist because of it and now my arm hurts like crazy. She told me she wouldn't leave me and she wouldn't go for other girls. But, anyway, I get to see her tomorrow, so all might end well. God I love her, but WHY? Why did SHE have to be bi? Oh well..................
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