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I have finally ended my art contest today.. And yet I am so drained and feel so dull....Where has all my energy and life gone?

I have some deifinciency in my system I dont know what is missing, but I am slowly losing my sense of a reason being here. No I am not turning suicidal, for my life if I deem it nesacary can be devoted to helping others in true need.
I think I need to get out of this town, I need to travel. I need change, I need to change.

Whatever smiles are seen on the outside are not held in the inside in my being. People who usaully bring me happyness now bring an unstopable sadness.
Why? that is a question I cannot answer

My solution? A hot bath with a warm blanket afterwards and a book... Will it work? I dont know but its enough to try