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I have been anticipating my 18th b-day for quite a while, but now I am dreading it. I keep having such high hopes for things, but when they actually get here, my hopes are dashed against reality. I just know I'm going to walk into one of my worst parties by far. Most of my friends have moved or are too busy to come. Most of them just don't care enough to hang with me anymore. It's not that I'm a bad friend (cause I am loyal, trustworthy, and honest)... it's just that everyone's lives got so busy so fast and they just decided that I wasn't important enough to hold onto. Well, I still think that they're important enough to spend time with. ESPECIALLY for the big 18th. That is very important - I think anyways. I just wish that they cared enough to call. I remember all my friends' b-days.