This subject is not something I like to talk about, but it should tell you a little about me and why I do what I do... Or not.. I'll let you decide...
There are many things to describe me and my past. Trails and Tribulations, hardships, bad luck... It doesn't matter at this point.. but the main focus is that I haven't had the best of times over the past 6 years. And 2007 was one of the hardest I had to go through... I'm a person who values friends and family more than anything... my life took a turn for the worst when a girl broke my heart. At the time, I wanted to at least be able to make amends for the mistakes I made, but I was rejected as a friend... I never felt such a hurt before and I came to realize this... Why am I trying so hard to change?
I know I can't please people half the time and I know that I can't change the way people think about me... so why am I trying to change for people? I had people make me change my life since I was little... and I hated every decision made for me... Because of people thinking this is what's best for me, I vowed I would do things on my own terms! If I do things that may be the wrong choice, at least I learned from that decision. I never learned anything from what was chosen for me and I never will...
People who tell you that they don't like what you say and do should be ashamed of themselves. I do not force others to live my life or follow my lead. You should be true to your own self and never let others shape you into their image! To those who don't want me to change... I love you to death. heart
You will always hold a special place in my heart and I would do anything for you, my true friends.. blaugh heart
I believe this last thing says it all... They call me Mr. Outlaw. Whether you love me or hate me, I'm the wanted man that lives by one law... mine...
G-Angel Izzy Community Member 
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