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There are some days where you just feel like you want to die.

There are some days where you just feel like you are the luckiest person in the world.

And then there are those days where you just don't give a s**t about anyone or anything.

It's amazing really... What you see day to day, yet don't register what you're seeing.

It's amazing really... What you hear day to day, yet don't register what you're hearing.

And then it's really, REALLY amazing when what you think happened... didn't really happen.

Who are we in this world?

Who are those we see everyday, yet never really give a rat's a** about?

And who are YOU in this world... and WHY are you here in the first place?

When you think about all of this, you would think your head would explode... or you would commit suicide or something of the like, but that won't happen.

Well... If you're like me, then it shouldn't happen. I'm still on the right path. I'm drug-free, alcohol-free. I don't cut. I think about suicide, yes, but I don't do it. I just stop and think about who would miss me.

Not many people, but still enough people to stop me from doing what I shouldn't.

Now, I won't be surprised if no one reads this because no one else ever really gives a damn about anyone else. It's human nature, I guess... We worry about ourselves, our problems, everything about us... Yourself always comes first...

Human nature. Amazing, ain't it?

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