So this lil rant thing has almost become a daily for me...
that'll change when my life starts sucking less and spiraling into s**t right before my eyes.
anyways... so last night, this ex-type-thing-who-still-likes-me-but-a-million-other-girls-too has pics ALL over his myspace of him, and the new girl Madison. Yes. There is always a new girl.. and when that ends it's the old girl again... me. Anyways.. his ******** DISPLAY is them making out... theres like 15 other pics of that if you wanna go see child-molesting internet pervs. And really? What is the point of doing that? I think it's to make the other recent girl Jordan jealous... his ex that he got the DAY he broke things off with me again... went out for a week... she dumped him and he cam back to me saying he was a fagghead so he wouldn't like me while he had a gf O.o.
Anyways.. I bought his BS with a tip and we got back to uh... stuff. (Stuff is all your getting perverts) anyways.. so something stupid happened and he decided he didn't like me again... because my parents found out we were kissing? not even the rest of what we were doing! But he says "oh no it's to weird to see each other anymore bye sorry" Wtf. So yeah, 2 days later he gets the Madison chick. And oh yeah, again. He won't talk to me.
All that up there.. isn't even the worst part.
He's moving.
Soon.
TO MADISON AND JORDANS ******** SCHOOL!
Wtf is this? my life is SOOO messed up.
Oh well, he said something bitchy about me to a friend that was over because she told me about him moving and because of that I told him I didn't care where he went.
So, probably needing me as a fallback thing again, he texts me and says "You have one free ticket to ask me anything I'll answer honestly."
I'm stuck.
Luckily he fell asleep and I didn't have to ask. (I told him I didn't want to hear the answer.)((Which made him curious he said idk wtf))
I already know what my answer is... I know he won't be truthful to me, he's never been. But guys? This has been going on a YEAR. THAT up there.. is the abbreviated past 2 months.. Uh huh, it's that bad.
My only question of anything I had to ask was why.
Why?
That's all.
One word. A million things it can be applied to.
Yet I won't get one honest answer.
Help?
 Lexilynn533 · Sat Jan 03, 2009 @ 02:55pm · 0 Comments |
