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I love you, and I miss that both of our enthusiasm over the beginning of this year has diminished. I do it constantly, but we shouldn't wait until the beginning of a new year to make better lives for our family. We need to get some gusto back, I know that I have been mopey lately, but I think it was just the end of February and the month of March getting me down. I hate that we just scrape by too. I hate that our roof leaks. These things just get me down, but I need them to get me so aggrivated that I do something about it. I am so sick of owing all this money out, and sick of not owning this building. Somthing needs to be done this year! We need to apply for loans more than once, and we need to try to get some grant money! We need to research! Lots of needs, we just need to get them on paper, and prioritize. Figure out our goals, and bite size projects that will lead us to our grand finale of being so far in debt! Blah, it is overwhelming, but we need to start somewhere, and no one is going to do it for us. So are you with me? Let's get our inspiration back! Yeah!!!!!