you take everything like i hate you or something.
i just didnt want to barge in on something and you think im trying to avoid you. i saw you yesterday. i saw you the day before that. and the day before that. i hang out with you all the time. and anytime i dont you just say im sitting at home on the couch. no im playing guitar. or doing my job. then you always say im irresponsible when i show up late. its cause i actually have to do stuff. why dont you start driving everywhere. your trying to make this my fault that for the 2 hours of free time i have i want to play guitar. yea that thing that i havent got to pick up in a while cause i am ALWAYS hanging out with you. and i dont mind hanging out with you. but sometimes i want me time. you should understand that. you want it all the time. the world doesnt revolve around you. and neither do i. maybe youll realize that sometime. i love you and all. but i mean really. im not some lazy ********. i actually do like to lay down every once in a while. it seems that im lazy because i say im going to lay down, but then i dont get too cause im talking to you or something else. then i never get too and i go to bed at 3. im waking up at 11 because that gives me my 8 hours of sleep that you always talk about. so just cause appearances can be decieving doesnt mean you should take it out on me.
on a side note. i have now got 10 pages of journal entries. im now a complete loser... =[
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