maybe just one more time
or maybe i was a fool to think i could tear myself from him
but i cant help the feeling that im being used...
i dont want to think like that because i trust him...
but there will always be some doubt
but at the moment no of that matters..
because hes holding me...
none of that is even important...
because right now i know he wishing he coud be with me as much as im wishing to be with him.
its okay because i know he loves me...
it doesnt matter because i know he doesnt want to hurt me.
im okay because even though we are not actuaally together.
i can feel his arms around me,
holding me...
loving me...
so if only for tonight...
just one more time...
or maybe i was a fool to think i could tear myself from him
but i cant help the feeling that im being used...
i dont want to think like that because i trust him...
but there will always be some doubt
but at the moment no of that matters..
because hes holding me...
none of that is even important...
because right now i know he wishing he coud be with me as much as im wishing to be with him.
its okay because i know he loves me...
it doesnt matter because i know he doesnt want to hurt me.
im okay because even though we are not actuaally together.
i can feel his arms around me,
holding me...
loving me...
so if only for tonight...
just one more time...
authors note: again this poem..... thingy speaks for itself.
its mostly talking about how she feels that her guy is there for her so even if she know what shes doing isnt completely right she loves him enough to make that decision... mrgreen
-jeanea
