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omg
why cant people understand..
if your try and get close to me ..im gonna freak out
I ******** HATE HUGS!!!! ok..maybe i love hugs...BUT I HATE HUGS FROM FAKE PEOPLE!...no im not calling anyone fake ...im just sick and terid of people giving me fake hugs..which means people on gaia..give me such things called *huggle* i hate those types of hugs..but yet..you keep doing it!!!!!!!!..grrrrrrr..i wish you would stop...when i say i don't like hugs..I DON'T LIKE HUGS ...SO STOP GIVING ME HUGS!.. i don't care if you like hugs..go hug your ******** mom or dad...at least they love you..unlike my ******** parents....they would rather ******** a cow then to try and hug me in the morning...i don't get hugs anymore....i barely get kisses..but the kisses are from my DADDY =3..I LOVE YOU DADDY.. and i love you..are only....which reminds me..i hate when BOYS tell me they love me online...i don't care who you are! you have to know me in real life to have the right to say i love you to me! ..you don't know who i am..so how do you know you love me if you never even met me in person -__-...yes I'm a depress b***h right now.and you all want to know why
MY ******** GRANDMA IS IN THE HOSPITAL CUZ OF KIDNEY FAILURE!
that why im depress... the reason why im a b***h is cuz someone is pissing me off right now by giving me hugs and trying to get me to fall in love with them
im not a girl who you can just force to love you...it takes years baby,....YEARS....yeah sure ill say i love you and mean it..but that wont be till after a month.....or so..and you can thank that to the idiot who decided to use me just so he could feel love in his pathetic life
ive already given up on love..
why..
why cant you see that....why cant you see ive suffer quite enough from your so called huggles and i love you...i know you dont love me.....i mean come on...i smoke...for god shake..you said so yourself
"i just dont want to be around smokers"
but yet...you still act like you love me.........................why????????