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I have reason to believe that it's more painful to be emotionally hurt than physically. Sure, you look at physical pain. scars, cuts, lashes, bleedings, beatings, it all heals over time. But emotional pain... It's worse than a knife through the heart. If you decide to leave someone, it doesn't stop there. after you leave them, the memories come. The good times you spent with him/her. It makes you just want to find the nearest gun and blow your brains out because you were stupid enough to let that person go. When friendships are broken... it's like somebody rips a hole in your chest. sure they left you, but they took all of you with them. and they probably don't even realize it. *sigh* It's sad really. when a relationship loses it's love... that is just plain godforsaken. It doesn't have to be said, it's just so apparent that it's sickening. sometimes it just wants to make you break down and cry until you become a raisin. and you probably aren't even in the relationship. No... emotional pain doesn't just scratch the surface. it seeps into every pore of your being, it filters out your weaknesses, exploiting them, causing you to believe whoever the hell comes along since the person you used to believe in was false. ugh, I'm done.