What I am feeling right now...
This is what I want
What I yearn for
What I need
And in some cases what I have
In words, pictures, and thoughts.
This is what I want
What I yearn for
What I need
And in some cases what I have
In words, pictures, and thoughts.
is like a butterfly. The more you chase it the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.
This is the love I want... what I will someday have.. minus the blond hair. YUCK! ;p I want to fit perfectly with the man I am with. Not look like an outsider standing next to him.
Now... for the words. One day I will have what I want. but for now I will live my life how it is laid out before me. I will care for my child. When her father comes back from Iraq I will begin my schooling. When I am done I will start my career and live life to the fullest. Now... just where to do that. I grew up in Pennsylvania. Nah... don't want to live there... too many bad memories. i met and married my husband in Kansas. Nah.. self explanatory. But where to go? Well... if you have any good, preferably cheap ideas. Let me know. I'm open to suggestions. By the way... thank you to everyone who has befriended me since I started on Gaia, especially the most recent ones. You know who you are. I care about all of my friends. Especially if you decided to let your car "slid" in to a ditch. BE CAREFUL! Snow is here. Well... not here. But you know what I mean. I think I should ask my mom to watch the baby and I should take a road trip. Where should I go? Hmmmm. Well... talk to meh! I'm bored as s**t... constantly!