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A dream i had the other night:
It just faded into me stabbing someone. I smelled alcohol, it was one one of those dreams that seems completely real.
There was blood everywhere. I wasn't even stabbing the guy with a knife, it was a shovel or a garden spade or something.
I stood up breathing heavy. Looked down it was my biological father, i looked older than i do now. After that i went into an apartment, i guess that's where i lived. I took a shower, all that showed in the dream was the water streaming the blood off of my face in the steam of the shower. I oredered pizza like nothing had happened,i would be happy if my father died, and it'd be pretty nice if it was done by my hand. I'm not a murderer just kinda wish i was to him. But i digress, i ordered the pizza, it came, i ate it, shared some with my dream animal the black ferret. And that was about it it was kinda weird. There where sirens going off too wahmbulance ,but i doubt that the cops cared much, my dads a constant drunk driver, i know hes been in jail more than 10 times, why they keep letting himout i don't know. It Twsts my insides when i think about it, the cops where he lives suck, they should turn in their badges or be arrested for releasing a felon, he used to beat my mom, well he tried to beat my mom he was drunk so he couldn't aim worth s**t, wish he'd just get shot and bleed out.

Hehe sorry about the darkness. sweatdrop