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Here's the thing:
Well, there is a slight possibility that Jason may be going to jail.
If he does, my mom thinks that we wont make it. (Since he was still helping us though he was out of the house) KISS a**!
She thinks that we wont make enough money to make it...
Then she says that she should quit her job, get another that pays less so she can get food stamps and housing. (from the human resorces who help out for victims of crime)
But I don't know what to do.
I can't worry about all this when I have finals coming up.
I DO NOT want to go through the Freshmen classes AGAIN.
But I don't know what to do...
I wish that it would all just go away and I'll wake up and see that it was all ust a dream.
I mean, if Jason would've stayed like he was when my mom first married him, then I wouldn't of minded him around. (he said that I made up everything since he made my brother and I do chores)
SERIOUSLY!?!
I don't want my mom to go through ths as much as the last time she had to leave a husband. But last time she did it for herself and my brother and I.
*sigh*
If I could, I would just move away so that she could have Jason back and I would know that she was happy.
But no, my Grandpa 'ralph' called my REAL dad and told him everything that happened. (which he had no right to do since my dad hadn't been in my life for 2 years)
So my mom got mad and told him to ******** off.
But my dad called me and promised me that he would call everyday, if not every other day.
GUESS WHAT!
He hasn't called me for the past couple days.
But ya' know, at least I've taught myself not to believe people as much.
I promise--
Bull s**t.
Bull s**t, bull s**t, bull s**t.
That's all I hear.
I am finding it hard to cope with this situation, but I won't go over the edge, I have no intention to do sucha thing.
So, in the meantime, I'm just sitting back nd watching to see if I'll move away and go to another school, or if I stay, or whatever.
So that's the s**t I'm going through right now.
Until next time my friends. ^^
Byez!






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Heigher-Sama
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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 21, 2008 @ 03:51am
Do you know what, That freaking sucks! Well... My birthday just passed... and I got $55 And I'm getting more for Christmas. I don't know what I'm going to do with it... I'll send some out for you guys As a birthday/Christmas/any other special I've missed in over the passed year. whee I'll do anything I can to help!

Luv,
~Heigher-sama~


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 21, 2008 @ 04:21am
Did you get my letter? I HOPE you did.



Masha-sama17
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