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Ever since I can remember, I've been trained to protect. To put my life in danger, for someone who I truly care for. It was the way I was raised, my Mother, Father, and Master taught me the same thing, to protect my loved ones, with all I've got. But I've failed, more than once... Age: 6 [Human years]
My Mother was the Fox Spirit in the flesh, my Father, vampire. Because of them, I have the strength, beauty, and brains of a vampire, and the agility, slyness, and stealth of a fox. I am a mutt to society, a mixture of pure, and sin. My mother, pure, full of soul, my father, being a vampire, was a sin in the eyes of my Grandfather, the Great Fox Spirit, he did not approve of Father or me. I was only a practice toy to him. But one day, my Father, and Mother had given life to another Sinful spirit, His name would have been called Lithium, as I am Cyanide, my parents had a thing for “Periodic” names, but Lithium was only new, barely inside my mothers womb, but my Grandfather did not want another sin, while All in our home were sleeping, except father, he never sleeps, my Grandfather came, to terminate Lithium, as soon as his spirit finger touched her tummy, my Mother awoke, screaming, and crying, “Father! It burns, what’s happening to Lithium?! Why is he burning in me, Father, help me!” My Grandfather had killed my brother, while my mom, passed out from pain, slowly was dying also, what he did to kill the unborn, was eating my mother, burning her inside, then out. I ran to where she was, falling to my Grandfathers feet, He looked at me and told me “If you tell your father what you see, I will do the same, run you sin, get out of my aura.” I ran away, Crying, and looking back to see him taking my mothers spirit out of her, along with Lithium’s, then casting them into Oblivion. I saw my Father burst into the room, and grab the two spirits, and both sunk into each hand, and with a single blink of my eyes, the room was splattered with white blood, I screamed, my father had just sent my unborn sibling, and Mother into my Grandfathers spirit, throwing all into Oblivion. I had never seen him so angry, and heart broken at the same time. I hid in a corner, as he slowly walked to me, picking me up, and telling me he loved me, then jumped into the sky, “We’re running baby, your all I have left in this world, nothing will happen to you.” I knew that my Grandfathers spirit warriors would soon hear what happened, so we had to run, and keep running.

Age: 7 [Human years]
My father had trained me, I could now hear, smell, and see for miles for miles, I could feel the drop of a pin, as it vibrated to the soles of my bare feet, I could taste every ingredient in anything I tasted. I was able to jump many feet into the air, I could run miles without stopping, I could do almost everything my Father could do. He also trained me for my Mother, I could leave my body, have my spirit see without me, I could sense anything, I could bend my body in almost any shape, I could do almost everything without making a single sound. I was the perfect warrior, no, protector.
As my father lay me to bed, and kiss my forehead, I could sense worry, but I dare not to ask. “I love you, and will forever.” He said to me, with so much compassion, “I love you to dad” I said with an innocent smile, and closed my eyes. I dreamed about Lithium, he was telling me that Mom was okay, and that he wishes he could meet me, not only in dream, but in life, when I would speak to my Brother, it would only be in dream, in an area that looked to be forest, with a small brook near, we would walk, he would tell me about the life he lives, and that one day, all spirits are promised life again, Lithium was amazingly strong, but it was because he was immortal in Oblivion. “Wake up Sister! Wake up!” He started hitting me, “WAKE UP, DADDY NEEDS YOU WAKE UP!”
For a Three month old, he sure could hit and scream, but I awoke, I could smell blood, and cream, “Cream!” I jumped up, and put on my slippers, and ran until the smell was over bearing, I saw my father, and over million of spirit warriors, there blood was the purest of pure, white as snow, and smelled like cream. I saw them throw spears at my father, I saw my father slash and bite, but he had no chance, I barley had learned to fight, I was just a beginner, but my father saw me, “Run, Run Cyanide, I do not wish you to see this!” I lurched into the battle, only for my father to pull me to him, and give me one last kiss, “I love you, forever, now run away baby! Run, get the hell away from this place of evil!” He threw me out of the battle, and I leaped to my feet, and almost fell back over, the smell and aura was over powering, I heard one last finale scream of my father, and never looked back, I just ran forward, and I told myself I will never lose another that I love. Never.