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When people say "Your ugly." It makes them feel bad but it make the person who said it feel good about themselves.

When people say "Your fat." It makes the person feel worse than the do when people say "Your ugly." And yet it makes the person who said it feel even better about him/ her.

You may not show it but you know deep down inside that they hurt you. Not physically, but mentally. If sometimes you feel that this is an on going problem, tell someone. If you don't it will tear you apart then you'll snap at everyone around you.

I guess that's how I felt this past week. I usually tell people my problems, but I thought I could handle the pain of those words, but I really can't. I'm not that strong enough to bear that pain alone. So when I didn't tell people my problems I became distressed. When I finally broke down and snapped at everyone then cried on Friday last week I realized I had enough. I don't want to be put through that pain of not telling anybody again. I have to thank my best friend for telling me to tell but I haven't told her yet. But now that I'm writing about I feel alittle better about my self. I may not be strong physically but I know right from wrong the second I realize whats amiss. I won't be ignoring my problems from now on. I will, I am going to tell somebody whats wrong.