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As if dying will help me...forgetting wont help ether...so what can i do if forgetting is what i must do????is their a way i can forget about the sweet memories?if their is i must find out...but if their isn't then what shall i do???loving him wont help at all....nether will hating him...so must i feel nothing???is feeling nothing the solution for a promises? he whispers "your so unpredictable heart "i think he likes me or so that's what they say...but he calls and i start asking questions... sad fact which i have created for my down fall he says "what happened to that cute innocent voice?"i say I'm hyper which is not completely true...he says again" were is that girl i meat at the beginning of high school? wheres that shy girl?"i think to myself "how was i wen i entered? how much have i changed?"He likes me hes gives out hints whee as well...but what have i done to change? i cant take it anymore! what can i do to win him back???

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