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Out Of Chaos Comes Beauty
TheB.itch I HaveBecome*IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND PLZREAD THNx*18+
FRIST OFF THERE IS " BAD LANGUAGE IN HERE " twisted


I GIVE YOU FULL PERMISSION TO HATE ME .
YES HATE ME , IM DONE BEING A " PEOPLE PLEASER . "
EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES,
AND I REALIZE NOW I CANT MAKE EVERY1 HAPPY,
I AM NOT PERFECT, I AM NOT INNOCENT AND YOU KNOW WHAT..
I CAN BE A M.OTHER F.UCK.ING B.ITCH
YES A B.ITCH EVEN A " F.UCKING C.U.N.T "
I DON'T CARE ABOUT PEOPLE WHO WANT TO PUT ME DOWN
I AM NOT GOING TO LET A.SSHOLE GET TO ME ANYMORE.
******** I CAN BE A ******** SLUT

YES I HATE MYSELF I PUT MYSELF DOWN.
BUT I CAN DO THAT TO MYSELF
BECAUSE THEIRS DAYS THAT I LOVE ME
EVEN IF SOME PEOPLE DONT LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM !!!

YES I AM DIFFERENT THEN MOST PEOPLE
BUT IM SICK OF BEING "THE GOOD GIRL"
" THE PEOPLE PLEASER,"
FEELING GUILTY THAT I MIGHT HURT SOMEONE
BUT IN THE PROCESS HURTING MYSELF.
AND IM DONE I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT TO MYSELF ANYMORE
YES I MIGHT SOUND SELFISH BUT I NEED TO WORK ON FIXING ME
MYSELF AND TRYING TO GET MY LIFE FOCUSED AND STRAIGHTENED OUT
AND NOT WORRY ABOUT TAKING CARE OF SOMEONE ELSE

THANK YOU FOR READING THIS AND IF YOU UNDERSTAND
WHERE I AM COMING FROM THANx

IF NOT
GOOD DAY,
HAVE A GOOD LIFE
AND GOOD BYE
IM FED UP AND IM DONE
GO F.UCK UP SOME ELSE LIFE .

AND YES MAYBE I HAVE FALLEN OFF THE DEEP END
BUT I GUESS I OWE YOU A THANK YOU
BUT YOUR NOT GETTING ONE
YOUR GETTING A " F.UCK YOU "
HAHA HOW DOSE IT FEEL ?

IF YOU CANT UNDERSTAND WHERE IM COMING FROM F.UCK YOU biggrin
AND GOOD DAY YOU ******** b*****d


Gothic_Chibi_Chan
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  • User Comments: [7]
    solus_wolf_demon
    Community Member





    Sat Dec 20, 2008 @ 04:54pm


    damn, that was awesome


    Gothic_Chibi_Chan
    Community Member





    Sun Dec 21, 2008 @ 09:00am


    thnx Wolf! xd


    seanoske
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    Sun Dec 21, 2008 @ 09:34am


    I extremely know where youre coming from! Im irritated because im staying in a realtionship because i dont wanna hurt someone, even if im hurt in the process. You said exactly what im thinking


    solus_wolf_demon
    Community Member





    Tue Dec 23, 2008 @ 05:30pm


    I wouldn't do that, even if it hurts them, they'll get over it...but if you hurt yourself by staying with them you are stuck with that pain daily


    Lady Mary the Devious
    Community Member





    Thu Dec 25, 2008 @ 05:44am


    Hmm... I think I may have caught you before you fell off the deep end X3 blaugh

    or not, guess I'll have to wait and find out


    Hans-Downerpants
    Community Member





    Tue Feb 03, 2009 @ 01:44am



    o: I'll just say that I wont understand.
    Because that ******** You sounds.. Pretty fun 8D
    Lol. Sorry Just trying to make you smile from being lame. Dx
    -Hugs-


    Lady Serana - Vanguard
    Community Member





    Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 03:18pm


    I always say: I am who I am and if you dont like it, thats your problem, because i will change for no1. Accept me for who I am and i will be the best friend you can have. Go against me and I will make sure you regret it.


    User Comments: [7]
     
     
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