FRIST OFF THERE IS " BAD LANGUAGE IN HERE " twisted
I GIVE YOU FULL PERMISSION TO HATE ME . YES HATE ME , IM DONE BEING A " PEOPLE PLEASER . " EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES, AND I REALIZE NOW I CANT MAKE EVERY1 HAPPY, I AM NOT PERFECT, I AM NOT INNOCENT AND YOU KNOW WHAT.. I CAN BE A M.OTHER F.UCK.ING B.ITCH YES A B.ITCH EVEN A " F.UCKING C.U.N.T " I DON'T CARE ABOUT PEOPLE WHO WANT TO PUT ME DOWN I AM NOT GOING TO LET A.SSHOLE GET TO ME ANYMORE. ******** I CAN BE A ******** SLUT
YES I HATE MYSELF I PUT MYSELF DOWN. BUT I CAN DO THAT TO MYSELF BECAUSE THEIRS DAYS THAT I LOVE ME EVEN IF SOME PEOPLE DONT LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM !!!
YES I AM DIFFERENT THEN MOST PEOPLE BUT IM SICK OF BEING "THE GOOD GIRL" " THE PEOPLE PLEASER," FEELING GUILTY THAT I MIGHT HURT SOMEONE BUT IN THE PROCESS HURTING MYSELF. AND IM DONE I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT TO MYSELF ANYMORE YES I MIGHT SOUND SELFISH BUT I NEED TO WORK ON FIXING ME MYSELF AND TRYING TO GET MY LIFE FOCUSED AND STRAIGHTENED OUT AND NOT WORRY ABOUT TAKING CARE OF SOMEONE ELSE
THANK YOU FOR READING THIS AND IF YOU UNDERSTAND WHERE I AM COMING FROM THANx
IF NOT GOOD DAY, HAVE A GOOD LIFE AND GOOD BYE IM FED UP AND IM DONE GO F.UCK UP SOME ELSE LIFE .
AND YES MAYBE I HAVE FALLEN OFF THE DEEP END BUT I GUESS I OWE YOU A THANK YOU BUT YOUR NOT GETTING ONE YOUR GETTING A " F.UCK YOU " HAHA HOW DOSE IT FEEL ? IF YOU CANT UNDERSTAND WHERE IM COMING FROM F.UCK YOU biggrin AND GOOD DAY YOU ******** b*****d
Gothic_Chibi_Chan · Fri Nov 28, 2008 @ 01:44am · 7 Comments |