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I'm not really hated by anyone but i am hated by myself but why do i hate myself what makes me hate my self what is it that has made me think it. i cant hate people or anything might not like but cant hate but i find it so easy to hate myself. i think of one thing well many but just one that makes me hate myself is that i let things get to me and some things that get to me really hurt and then i don't believe it and i know that the thing are true and did happen but i still don't believe it because i don't want it to be true. i do it so it wont bug hurt burning_eyes me to much. the best why i keep things out of my head are being with friends but it still doesn't go away but i feel good just because i feel safe 3nodding