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[note: this is part of an RP that I'm a part of. don't worry, i'm still alive! anyway, this is a note specifically made out to Mao, Raspberyl and Champloo. yeah, i may carrying this a bit to far...but, oh well, i'm having a blast!!!]

If you are reading this, then most likely I am deceased, or I've lost this note...If you don't see my corpse in front of you then disregard this letter, because this most likely doesn’t pertain to you. No, rather this goes to Raspberyl, Champloo, Mao, Mandydandykid, and to all others who were affected by the discord I have caused, to those I must apologize to. I’m so very very sorry. I’ve made a mistake, several of them. If I had not tried to take delicate matters into my own hands, if I had explained myself to you all…how different would everything be? Seeing what it is now, the pain, and suffering that I caused, fading hope in the cold serious eyes of my enemies, or the tear strained eyes of the angels of this world.
I had only wanted to reopen your heart, seeing it slowly closing never realizing that it would cause you to close yourself inside your own heart. Mao…I’m sorry.
I hoped to right my wrongs, and I had a plan, knowing that this would happen, I told no one, causing our battle, our strife, your pain and suffering, your tears. Champloo, Rasberyl, please forgive me…I had only said nothing, because I knew you would disapprove…but, had I known that it would cause this…
I know, I’m in no position to ask you of these things but…Please, I implore your forgiveness. Please, I am so sorry for my ignorance…I am so sorry for your pain I’ve caused! I know I do not deserve it, but…
Now that I’m gone…I need someone to feed my fish. You may hate me, but please…don’t make them suffer.
Lastly, please, do NOT make a sauce that could reawaken the dead, and place a tablespoon of it on my tongue, wiring my heart, brains with electrical plugs shooting electrical pulses into my organs and filling my veins with orange juice while playing the “Thriller”. The sever consequences are that-

[The letter stops there]
[Included is the recipe for the sauce that would reawaken the dead. that's convinient!]

Curry powder
Cayenne Pepper
Wasabi
Paprika
Jalap
Horseradish