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well now, i dont really think theres a point. to be living life where ur just not going to be liked as someone u think ur equal with. I am not saying this persons name, but for all my life i have not been treated as an equal when it comes to this person, and to me we are both equal, no matter how much other people like that person. its always they are my best friend, but ur just a good friend, and when i ask if i will ever be as close to them as this other person is,they say i guess not. well im done living this way, i will come strate out with it and say that if i am continued to be treated like this, i am just going to have to except that this person, who is a he, might just seem different in the real world. i am not treated how i should be, i should be treated the same way as HE is, equally liked, and everything. I try DAMN hard to be like him, do things he does, and everything but it just doesnt work! i have realized its always been this person being friends with me just to get to this other person/ him, and im through with it. when i say to ppl that they dont like me as much as this person/ him, they say yup your right and when i say its always been like that, they say yup your right. I am done, i really am. I have put up with this for so many years and i am sorry to say i give up, im done....