this isnt a happy adventure... life's not a happy adventure... only when u like it... i dont like my life right now... i mean...i wont kill myself or anything... but...evrything...is...going...the opposite direction of where i wanted it to go... i found out the truth about stuff i found out my life wuz jus like a game i feel like a joker i feel like an outcast i feel like a loner as always ................................. y am i so dependant? i'm so dependant of love... i'm so dependant of friends... i'm so dependant of truth i'm so useless...but i hav a meaning...right? i jus wish i knew soon... and i always wish...i wuznt so impatient... i cried... i cried yesterday everything has been changing i hate crying... it gets me all emotional it gets me to think about all the bad things that have happened... God...y am i so alone?
-xky0ko-chanx- · Sat Nov 15, 2008 @ 08:04am · 0 Comments |