my pain
when hes not here i feel like theres a big gaping hole in my stomach tering me apart. when he is here the pain disapers along with the rest of the world. just me and him ,his pale skin,black hair,dazzing smile,it makes me want to faint. when his lips touch mine,so elagantly & soft my heart stops. but now its all pain the memories of him make me want to cry. as i walk through the semetry dressed in all black walking to the place where he lies dead. i started to cry. his face the only thing in my head now . the tear runing down my cheek it was so cold out today, the tear that ran down my cheek felt like assed on my face. it was the kind of day wear we would be out side. but he was not with us anymore. he was the only part of me that was missing & it was the only part that ever will. "how could i have let this happen " i said the day i found him dead , lust lying there , blood running everywhere. i laid next to him & cryied for many days untill someone herd my muffled screams of terror , horror. he new everything about me, all my secrets. he always said we were meant to be. we were joind at the hip as u would call it. no one ever cam between us . and if they did they would be scared to deth. i miss his laughter , it alwasy sounded like bells ringin. he was my life he always will be my life. no one can change that no matter what. i will never love again. now every night i lay on my bed crying my slef to sleep. we are still joind our spirts. in a way sometimes i hear his voice
that was only part of the story i haent written anymore yet so in about a week or so it will be done biggrin biggrin biggrin
 slipknot_gurl_8 · Sat Nov 15, 2008 @ 02:18am · 1 Comments |
