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	"What if...?"
	"What if...?"


Choices. They pop up everywhere. Some are trivial and do not make a huge impact upon your future. What should I wear today? Should I eat eat cereal, or toast? Others can sometimes make a big impact on you, either emotionally or physically. If you are like me, then this question will haunt you forever. "What if...?" What if he rejects me? What if he says yes? What if I never took that beer? What if I never accepted that cigarette? What if she was right? Obviously not all those questions apply to everyone, but those are the ones that affect us all. The ones that will haunt me all my life are What if he asks me out? What if he turns me down again? What if it changes our relationship forever? What would have happened if I never told him? Choices are inevitable. Choose whatever seems right. Play it safe. But in the end, do you really want to be haunted by "What if?" all your life? I_The_Prokaryote · Fri Nov 14, 2008 @ 10:02pm · 3 Comments


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	What if? What if what if what if? True, a question we ask ourselves daily, if not hourly. A question I tend to ask myself a lot, though it is only natural one would, and given the type of being I am I ask the question maybe every ten minutes when thinking about something random. Truth is without the question what if I would be bored to death, and I'm meaning the real serious stuff, I'm not counting the pointless stuff. I think above and beyond the question, stretch as far as I can go in my train of thought to think out different results of the question "what if" for any occasion, though this sometimes backfires on me and I spend so much time thinking "what if?" that the reason of my thinking has passed me up. So in many cases the question "What if" keeps me sane, no matter what it is linked to. ^^ So yes, I do want to keep thinking "What if" for the rest of my life. I have no regrets in doing so, despite the pain it can bring. Duration, Patients, Understanding, are many keys to life. I'm just turning them. =3 Offline Kyriod · Community Member · Mon Nov 17, 2008 @ 05:36am


	But thats not I mean. What I mean is that when you are older, you will wonder if your life would have been different if you made different choices. "What if." And that would be the worst, because you would never know, and you would never be able to go back and change your life for the better. Offline I_The_Prokaryote · Community Member · Mon Nov 17, 2008 @ 05:43am


	Very true, yes, but that is what I mean. Even now I think about major choices I made in the past. I was always so quiet and never asked Sami out, now she's going out with another guy and they aren't going to break up anytime soon, so I gave up on that, but I always wonder what would've happened if I had opened my mouth and spoken. That has haunted me for over three years now. I am well aware of the conciquences that await me in choosing to do something or not to do something, and the question "What if?" is and will forever haunt my mind about this stuff, but I don't care, it keeps my mind stable and in thought so for me it's not so much of a bad thing even if it does emotionally stress me. I just go with it. ^^ Offline Kyriod · Community Member · Mon Nov 17, 2008 @ 05:51am

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