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yea something to do with me when i was a young child just hunt evil me what happened then it just gets in to me head a lot and i don't want to remember it makes it hard for me to sleep, think and even meting and seeing other people don't know why but it dose and it makes me want to pull my skin off and rip open my head and pull my brain to pits but i don't i just sometimes black out and yea Ive hurt my self over it but i didn't even know i was doing it until after. matter how hard i try to forget, run away from it, its just always there not all of it just some bits the other bit i want to remember, also don't but i think if i did ill be able to do one thing wahmbulance once i know what i want to know but that wont help but ill feel good twisted

If someone came along and said they can make me forget what should i say, yes or no?
I'm not sure if i say yes ill be hiding from it but i wont remember it so would that matter, say no ill just have the same stuff going on and i wont be happy so would that just be not good for my mental heath.