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	13 days: Destination Beautiful.
	13 days: Destination Beautiful.


Whell, Lately I've been happy. BUT. That always changes when i look into a mirror or see my picture. So I'm going to do all i have to & become beautiful. 13 days. Starting tomarrow, I'm not going to eat anything solid, Liquid; only Water, mabey iced tea once in a while. Today i've ate & ate. I'm going to stuff my self FAT tonight, Eat all i can, Just to prove to myself how ugly and ******** obese i am. And so when i go to sleep to night, i can feel how full of food and discusting my stomach feels.. A perfect note to start off my Morning Tomarrow, When I begin. From Tonite and untill the The thirteenth Day I will journal what I ate/ drank and If i threw up or not. And also basicly write about what whent on that Day. No one will stop me, THIS. THIS. This is for ME.... Don't become my friend, GO AHEAD. Leave me and never Return... I dare you. I'm GOING to do this. I'm going to weigh my dream weight of 105 pounds, That I PROMISE you. .... I must become beautiful. nod forcing myself 2b social · Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 03:49am · 1 Comments


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	UPDATE: Ugh, Well, I've stuffed myself. And I feel exteremly fat. I hate it. But This is a lesson to my self. After I've crammed my stomach with bread (( fattning whole wheat)) and dry cereal (( Lucky Charms with chalorie-full marshmellows )) and Soda ((num num- Liquid Surger)), &Earlier about 1 pm chicken strips (( i think I had about 8 pieces = -=" wink ) and Goldfish crackers ((Greasy and Discusting- perfect for me to have ate)), I finally decide to stop munching For the nite. Tomarrow, For sure I'll be stuffed like a fat turkley, and I'll be ready for my 13 days. (( btw Writing this is for my OWN benefit )) Offline forcing myself 2b social · Community Member · Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 04:56am

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