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i don't know what to do im not going to sleep can't, i wish i had a friend that's not going to sleep to just talk to about sh*t to. i might walk to the beach again but ill have to go out my window don't want to wake my mum up it the second time shes sleep over since a over a year when she went to hospital. i some how had a bit of fun in lessons at school on fri dot know why just want to get involved and i don't usual bother, i like just getting on with things not getting rushed and told what to do but no they don't let me do it my way and i don't get some things i could get a better mark with some thing but they don't let me even try what i think is wrong but one good thing with my learning is that i o learn in high school, before high school they never got me doing the same as the other children in the class i always was doing thing 3 years behind to try and catch me up to them some how that just made it slower. i wish i could of told them at time but i didn't understand. i never like getting help with school work but i take it because i need it but i don't like it because they don't always let you jst get on wive it and try it fo my slef, well thats more in the past but it still happens oh well it be over soon