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Today, i have been very tired...
it's because i needed to help my dad to work...
moreover, it's some kind of hard work indeed...
however, that's not main point
it's because what i want to talk about is this journal thing
am i doing this just because i want to record down this moment?
i don't think so...actually i don't even think that i will read this article next month
so why am i doing this?
i asked myself and i thought for a long time
am i just doing something stupid?
am i just so free to do something useless?
and at last, i figured out the answer...
actually, i want to be supported and i want to let people know about me...
for years, i am so lonely that no one have even known what i am thinking and what i feel
that's really lonely...
and i have behaved like that for such a long time....
but i can't take it anymore...
i am tired of being like this
and i am just tired...
so please leave a comment if you read this,
at least let me know, there is someone, anyone knows that i am here...