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man i have been boared latley you d think after a near death expirience that your life would chang ebut my life still resides the same old way maybe i was hoping for something to happen after i got out of the hospital man o man i wish that at least my mom would just stop drinking i just want to kill her when she gets wasted she beats on me and my brother i have had the erge to stab her on more than 1 ocassion just today my baby neice got seasoning on the floor from beinga baby and my mom comes out of nowhere with the vacum cleaner (shes scared to death of it) and starts sucking her face im trying to defend her and shes pulling my hair and putting the suction thing in my eye nearly sucking it out of the socket then she disowns me and tells me that im nothing cursing at me also mentioning that all my siblings hate me for having a different father i know its wrong to think horrible ways to kill your mother and get away with it i almost look foward to it i know that makes me a bad person but what does that make her evil
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