ok...well...life seems....depressing... evryone has a smile and then they change and they're sad... no one asks when i'm sad but i nvr care...i ask others y they are and try to help but when the do they jus get mad... its almost like walking away and turning ur back on a friend who cares but that door is closed and locked so now wat door will open and stay open? i'll nvr know till i die but watevr ha ha...i jus remembered when i used to look out and see the stars...but that's all useless to me now cuz there's nvr any stars where i live...its too bright here.... jello...yes that's wat i'm having for dinner right now... man i wonder wat it'd look like up in space...where nothing matters and all ur pain jus seem to kinda fade away since its like a dream and a happy place... i wonder when it'll be the time we can live underwater...that'd be cool...jus see all the fishes and exploring and discovering creatures nvr discovered b4... then there's human feelings... that's also interesting..evryone in the world has different feelings its like the most unknown aspect of a human... no one knows anything about feelings evn the human themselves sometimes dont know how and wat they feel.... clocks...they're also interesting...i mean they represent time and show time...but y do we need time exactly?...y can time jus freeze and let us pass by instead of time itself passing by while we do nothing to improve this world... peace...we rlly need peace soon...or else there can be more wars...more deaths...more tears... i've nvr lost someone who i've actually known and loved....but i know it hurts when that happens....but u know one day...i'm gonna look up at the stars again...remember this entry...and say...wow...wuz i weird typing stuff like this
-xky0ko-chanx- · Thu Oct 16, 2008 @ 03:27am · 0 Comments |