You know a great way to start the day?
********, this morning my ma was folding up the pants I had thrown all over the floor when all of the sudden the pocketknife that my girlfriend regret giving me fell out of a pocket of 1 pair or my pants. Luckily, my ma thought it was a nail fail so I quickly pocketed my the pocketknife.
The burn on my neck was doing fine, that is, until I had Caitlyn bite it. ********! It hurt so bad! It's doing better now though.
I was recommended the song The Way She Feels by Between the Trees.
I swear, that is the most depressing song I have ever heard.
I love/hate that the song reminds me of myself.
Watching it with the video to the song makes even more sad.
I cried like hell!
~Shes upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer to
Drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it theres nothing there
Is only left over tears
Mom and dad had no right she screams
As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.
Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding
Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries [x2]
Curled up shes on the floor
Relief left her she had hoped for something more
From it (hoped for something more)
From it
He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping and He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and...
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse
Now shes slowly opening...
New eyes...
Then she opened her eyes
And found relief in His life
And put down her knives
Then she opened her life
And found relief through His eyes
And put down
She put down her knife~
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