I love this song. I dont know why though, I think its because I lie alot, though not on purpose, but to my friends, some of those people have never seen me mad, sad and most of the havent seen me cry. I always show them a happy smile like nothings wrong, like I dont have problems. One time I wasnt exactly happy because my friend was cutting her wrists and like I didnt tell anyone but I was upset and wasnt talking like I normally do and my one friend asked if he did anything wrong to deserve me being silent. I couldve died, it's like the momment I'm not Miss Sunshine the world is surely going to end soon, so it's frustrating because I dont do it on purose, it just happens,I dont have to think about it and when I do choose not to talk something has to be wrong. *sigh* Anyway here's the song
Artist: Linkin Park
Album: Hybrid Theory
Title: Pushing Me Away
I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
Pre chorus:
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
We’re all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We’re all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Pushes me away…
Pushes me away…
