ok.... well i hate being my age... i hate being in my grade... evryone has a plan in life wat career wat highschool wat they'll do tomorrow and stuff like that i dont evn know wat i'm gonna eat tonight for dinner i dont know anything i hate planning i hate how i'm growing older i hate how evrything is changing... evrything is different now i dont know if i'm the one different but....i jus am... bsides....idk if i already said this in a journal entry.... i dont know if....i dont know if i'll make it to the highschool "of my choice" cuz...well...there's a feeling in my gut that i jus wont...maybe i'll die or something....maybe i'll transfer or maybe i'll evn fail our stupid test i jus seriously completely dont know its jus life seems to be really...bad for me... evryone this year is having the best year of their life since its our last together but....right now...its the most depressing year in the couple of weeks... ok well i jus realized i am the biggest loser in the world and that i seriously now want to die cuz i hav nothing to live for i seriously do...i hav nothing...i hav no one who cares for me that actually knows me...
-xky0ko-chanx- · Mon Oct 13, 2008 @ 02:33am · 1 Comments |