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Saturday was my birthday party.
I wasn't too thrilled 'cause I'd have to spend hours playing with my cousin, which I did.

Ay 1 point my 3rd cousins came over. I was extremely happy but they only stayed for an hour or so.
They're so fun!

When they left I had to play with my little cousin.
The whole time I was sitting thinking of my girlfriend when we started texting. I missed her so much! I didn't get to talk to her the night before. I felt empty. i don't want to be needy or anything but I'm used to talking with her every night so it was weird without her.

I hid from my cousin, pretending to go to the bathroom. She started crying but I didn't cared. I called Caitlyn.

We talked for a bit when my Auntie Karin caught me (not the mother of my little cousin. Auntie Karin is a nicer, cooler Aunt) on the phone. She talked to me a bit. She told me she loved me and I said it back. We hugged goodbye a few times and she was off.

Later that night, when every1 left, I called Caitlyn.
I wanted to talk with her so bad!
I didn't dare get mushy, even though I wanted to.

It was difficult for me to sleep that night. I texted Caitlyn one time and then started texting Samantha.
Once again I had the feeling I am alone in this cold world.