You know, there are times when I just want to curl up in a ball and die. Like right now. I hurt all over, my head is pounding, and I cannot see straight. Life sucks right now, and if I wanted to be a selfish b***h i would probably do something stupid and deadly to myself.... but that's not fair (nor right) to so many people, especially my son and husband.
I dont know, there are some things that make me want to cry, and a few that make me wish that I was back in school... I dont know what to do anymore, and that makes me feel really scared.... If people knew what to do, where to go and what to say all the time, there would be no need for Suicide Watches or other crap like that. I guess I'm just having a self pity moment, you know, people get those all the time... yeah...
*sits in corner, puts head down on floor and sleeps, wishing it were true*
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Okay, so, this one time, at band camp....
I'm not sure what or when I'll be able to write- I'm not always able to get online and update as often as I'd like. But, between rants and raves, I might start doing a story line, like a new post or so randomly. IDK.
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