I had a pretty boring and average day, that consisted of non-drug induced hallucinations, like the ceiling moving about, the walls laughing at me, and the floor dropping out from under me. me hitting my cranium on furniture, and falling off of it. none of this happened because of anything I ate, or drank... and nothing died in the house aside from a goldfish i had that was growth challenged. i tried settling down by burning some incense and meditating, but i only succeeded in making my room smell nice.
the rain was going on and off today, making the satellite act funny, so i had no mind numbing television to help my predicament, so i did a little laundry, and arranged my iTunes. all this concluding with me making dinner, and a fight in the garage involving Aaron (my younger brother) and some trivial matter.
it's days like these that make me feel empty, that's the only word i can find to describe it.
but what really iced my cake in the "eek" department, is that my mother is coming to visit on Wednesday. my mother who left use to rot in the dust, in Jesus' name! just so she could go and sit with her pals in Tennessee....
anyhow, she stresses me out immensely to the point of vomiting blood stressed. (yes this actually happened, no joke)
but anyway, thankfully i have friends that will come and steal me away if it comes down to that again, which it just might. I love my friends though, they are always there.
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