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i think i'm going emo imean i hate life and i also got this wierd desire to try and cut myself. i dont know why i want to but i do and thats all i need to know. for some reason i love blood i even like the taste of it. ~hhhhhhmmmmmmm blood~ so i wonder why i havnt tried yet but then i remember that i'm not brave enough you could say but still i want to... i think i have a knife sharp enough so i will try soon with that. oh i also want to cut this braided belt that i got a long time ago and unbraid it then flail my back till i bleed that would be fun. maybe i should tie some sharp metal or something on the end to help me but whatever. and of course i love black. but then who doesnt?