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the only reason i started listenin to alternative rock songs is because dey calmed me down. they instruments playin loudly, talkin about pain, sorrow, death. it all describes my life. i've been goin thru a livin hell. but it's become numb now. it's never been too late to change. i'm just not used to it. though i'll try to make my life better. i have love, family, and friends. i'll get thru dis smile