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I answer the phone. The call was short. I was how I always am. However, something's wrong. She says she's confused. What could this mean? I hope it's not bad. Is the spark dying out? It's a possibility. But I know my love for her hasn't diminished but grew. Am I doing something wrong? Most likely, I never do anything right...*sighs* this could be the end...although I surely hope not. She gave me a reason to be happy. Without that then what's the point? If I can't love her then what's the point in living? There is no chance of loving another...none. All these thoughts going through my head. I think too negatively sometimes. I told her I loved her, but there was no reply, just a click and the call was ended...did she hear me...or can she not say it anymore...?