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today i hate the world but i seek light from the darkness and try to poke my head out of the depression that i have i smile on the outside but on the inside i loath life i hate being here and wish my life would just end but the only thing that would keep me from killing myself is my friends and still in real life my friends hate me they think i dont know but i can easily tell there emotions as ive been perfecting how i tell i hate life and my moms a b***h not saying i hate her just she is crazy really she is she takes pills for it. lets talk about how my friends are jerks sometimes nick: hes my first friend i made i was friends with him since the first day of middle school and he likes me a little as a friend and sometimes he can be a little jerkish and he was once diagnosed a.d.d. but really didn't have it so thats cool and hes the best joke teller i know i bet he can get any one to laugh and allen: he is somewat kool but sais too much on how im sukish at art and once it took me three days to draw a picture he said it looked like s**t i almost said he was mother ******** but i was going to prove him wrong i almost got the whole 7th grade (i was in that grade at the time) to say that it looks kool and still allen said he was right so that no gud