It's the dead of night...my music plays quietly to put me to sleep. It's not helping now, it's the problem. I've put on my slower musuc to go to sleep to, and most of these are declearations of love or stories of romance. As I lay there I listen to the words, I suddenly get an overwhelming feeling of what I'm missing...
suddenly my heart hurts, not like it's broken... at least I don't think it's broken since I've no one to break it... no my heart hurts like it's full to bursting and I have no one to give this love too. My arms start to ache now, they tense repeatedly and I know they are searching for someone to hold. My back feels so cold now, It's a mild California night and I'm under the covers so why does my back feels so cold...it a yearns for someone to lay against it....
I'm falling asleep now, and my mind stops wandering, as I fall into my dreams, I can't help but feel so empty...
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