I dont mind my family. let me rephrase that. I don't mind that we're so dysfunctional and that we don't get along well. I've come to terms with the fact that we don't really talk to eachother much, and that we're always at someone's throat. I don't even care that its usually mine, or that i'm never good enough. I mean, that's become my norm. but now they're pushing it too far by trying to pretend that we're not, by making us do stupid things together. Like last sunday my parents decided that we should have a semi fancy dinner out in our backyard, and that we would have to dress up. Yes, even me. But of course, my step brother got to go to his friends so he didn't have to.
rolleyes So anyway, i found the most goth stuff i owned, and I wore that. Dinner was pretty gay, but i must say, my outfit was pretty awesome. and then, the next day (Labor day) we all had to go to the American river. it was really lame, but it was hot to i went to go stand in the water with my dad. I was standing just over waist deep when he tells me that i should take just another step and gives me a hand so i dont fall in. well, i take it, and he basically drags me in! i was so pissed, but he found it HILARIOUS! i was like
scream WHAT THE HELL! and then i got out. And then today i had to go to this place called Apple Hill. it took SO long to actually figure out which of the various apple orchards we wanted to visit. thank god 4 Alesana and Escape the Fate (even though it will never b the same w/o Ronnie)
omg, you kno that guy, Kadin? well, he was on msn earlier and we were talking for awhile. it was hillarious b/c i was listing my favorite bands and i told him that The lead singer of Cinema Bizarre was smexyness, not that he'd agree. and then i asked him what he was into as far as looks went and he said brown hair and blue eyes. I agreed with him on the eyes, and then he said he liked them an icy blue, and i said that i liked bright noticeable blue eyes. so anyway, he said that alot of girls say that, and i replied that i didn't think many girls liked their guys as feminine as i do. he asked what i ment and so i sent him some pics of Strify and he was like, yeah, not 2 many girls like that kind of thing. But I really think he's adorable. i mean, really. look at that
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it sux you have to spend time w/ your dysfunctional family so much. i cry emo tears for you. emo