(Yea......so far 8th grade is being totally suckish right now, and I feel like I've lost my Poptropican Army, aka. the army of random pplz who were my true friends...... So I'm gonna sorta document it and tell you guyz wht's going on.......And yes I make it sound like some wars about to happen, but that's how it feels like......to me anyway... )
August 30, 2008...........
My Poptropican Army.....
Ugh.........I just can't stand being around these type of people...............preppy, quiet, always thinking about what everyone else thinks..................not really doing what they feel like doing.......It's pretty sad actually, they act as if they are followers to this one person in their world.......................the "popular" ones...........Which doesn't quite make much sense if you think about it.........the "popular" ones seem to make a lot of enimies, but of course they (the enimies) act all cutesy to their faces, so as not to start a war within their own territory.
I, on the other hand, choose not to follow their robotic ways, for I am my own person. Ruler of my own country, my strange and weird world of Poptropica, I accept everyone in my little country, the freaks, the weirdos, the outcasts and so on and so forth. Mainly bcuz they're classified as different, and being different is extremely awesome, but it's the outer world which I call "Reality??" that quiets them down so that they become like them.............robotic............programmed to like everything the "popular" ones like, to do everything they do............it sickens me, to see such things.....Which is why I (sorta) created Poptropica, It's not required to do everything I, the Queen, does. In fact I'd prefer if you didn't.
But sadly, my little army which kept me certain that Poptropica can overcome all the peer pressure to be "popular", has dwindled down to absolutely nothing. And for the following reasons, that I know of:
1. They've been involuntary relocated. (they moved to a different state or just simply moved )
2. They've disappeared w/o a trace.
3. Or they claimed to have grown up and moved on.
Now the first and second previous reasons I can totally understand, but the third is just completely inexcusable!!!!!! What they really mean by "grown up" and "moved on" is simply, they've given in to the peer-pressure of "Reality??" and find it simply embarrassing to hang around Poptropicans................ scream THEY THINK IT IS I WHO NEEDS TO GROW UP AND MOVE ON AND BE NORMAL!!!!!!!!!! scream And I tell them and I tell them but they just don't seem to learn!!!! "THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS NORMALITY!!!!"
I am different to them, as they are to me. Even within their little "real" world they differ from each other. what is normal to me is different to them, what is normal to them is different to me. Therefore is my reason as to why normality doesn't exist. We've all got our different views on what "normal" is. And so there is no solid definition for it......................but then again this is just my opinion Now you can argue w/ me and say otherwise or agree w/ me 100%. Either way nothing can change my mind, that's my story and I'm sticking to it. 3nodding
But there is one group of people that haven't left me..... My lovely group of advisors, my true friends that keep me sane........but only for a short periods of time. The rest of my school day is spent by myself, thinking of my survival plans for the rest of the year, a couple times I'll have a casual conversation w/ some people............ but they aren't real conversations.......it's just small talk to get me through the day.....................and since I only get to see my advisors for 45 or 50 minutes (lunch and recess) I need lots of small talk to survive..............
Well I'll still be thinking of a way to help Poptropica survive "Reality??"......Without me getting suicidal again..........
~Queen Randomness/Tokyo of Poptropica
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