A desprate fan..
I'm pissed and depressed right now, I cried alot last night that made my eyes swell this morning.. It's because someone had left me in a battle/war. Where I was alone to face a thousand men, it's like I was destined to die there..
There was a famous band in the Philippines named "Eraserheads" and I'm a fan of that band. And they were called "The Beatles of the Philippines".It's my dream to see them complete, because they were disbanded last 2002, so it's been 6 years. I was very very young when they were all together.
Now many fans had requested them perform even though their vocalist, Ely Buendia, had another band(Pupil). A cigarette company sponsored their reunion concert, but it is in the law that a cigarette company cannot promote their product through concerts. So the sponsoring was passed to another company.
When the cigarette company(Philip Morris-but the mastermind is Marlboro) was still on charge of the concert, the tickets were free! But you have be a smoker and should be 18y/o and abouve. Though I'm not a smoker and I'm a minor, I would disguise myself just to watch that event! And my brother would help me to get in.. And my father agreed because it is free..
But when the sponsoring was passed to another, the tickets are not now free, and quite expensive. And I haven't commute myself in the venue. So I thought brother know how to.. I trusted very much..
I asked him to buy a ticket because I'm really desperate(I even bother to call Ticketworld to know where i could buy one)! So after his school(in manila, and our house is far) he bought me a ticket. Then he gave it to me when he got home, I was so so so happy holding that precious ticket to heaven! So I asked, "So what time will we go there tomorrow?" "What time?! I'm not going with you, and the ticket is expensive and I need my money for something else. I'm not a fan.."he replied. It's like a lightning strucked me and holed my heart. "What should I do? What should I do? How would I get there alone?" then the bitchness began..
I have to sell it to someone else, because we are in a bankrupt crisis and dad can't drive me to the venue nor pick me up. There was no one to help me. If I only knew that he won't come, I wouldn't asked him to buy that ticket. "When it was free, I could come. And you didn't asked me if I were to come." he said. I really became pissed at him! Is it my fault? He presented himself to accompany me, then it bacame like this? It's like a big bully got my candy! I felt stupid, I really am.. And it also made me feel that I'm a loser..It hurts to the core.. what a wasted ticket, I went that far but it isn't enough..
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