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So yeah i feel kinda like s**t at the moment.

I'm going to be emo right now and just write how i feel here. So here goes.


My whole concept of boys have been completely alter thanks to my father and ex-boyfriend. I try to look on the bright side but now i'm just depressed at how guys act. In the case with my father he blamed my mom and in the case with my ex-bf he blamed me. It seems that guys don't take responsibility for there actions they just blame the girl. Urgh such assholes they are. Pisses me off and turns me off too.

Urgh, i try to be nice, but now i just see it as being useless people don't want you to be nice to them ******** that. Most guys don't say how they feel and just suppress everything. If they just tell us honestly instead of lieing to me I'd have more respect for them, but no they have to lie and they have to give round-about answers cause they can't be honest with us or themselves. Then when we some some wrong s**t they're ready to blame us, trying to bring us down to make us feel low. Urgh never before have been so disgusted.

And yeah i know there are some good guys out there, but damn at the moment they all must be taken or something. And then when you do find a good guy he's with a horrible women and it just ******** everything up.