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Once Again
*sigh* once again I am forced to ask myself why boys and girls think so differently, I mean sorry for not knowing that calling a boy is a horrible sin. I mean, I thought a phone call is a phone call, but noooooooo it means alot more than that to a guy rolleyes For some reason its ok for a guy to call me but its not ok for me to call a guy. If I call a guy, im gonna be on the "you'll always be there" list but if they call me im on the "I have to work harder for" list rolleyes Its like, why do I even have to be on a list, why cant I just be your friend without any complications? And why do I have to get one of those father daughter conversations for all this, I mean im sorry, I didnt know it was a crime unless you were actually calling the person because you were chasing after them, like your goal was to become their girlfriend >_< which wasnt my goal, I had free time and it was more fun spent talking to my bff, sorry that it was such a horrible thing to do. And sorry that when I was sick and everyone had to go somewhere and I was left alone, I called him, I mean I was soooooooo bored and lonely, two very sad things mixed together to make me feel even crappier. I mean since my dad decides "you cant go on the computer, you need to lay down" and since nothing was on TV, what else did he expect me to do, besides sleep. Oh, and because someone decides, "thats your moms laptop, you cant bring it in your room, because its hers, even though she doesnt mind" I'm like god, do you freakin hate me or something?! Well sorry for being born if thats the case stressed its your fault though! Ok, I dont really believe he hates me, but sometimes I REALLY do think my dad is obsessed with his "power" that I guess he didnt have when he was a child, or something. God, dont let me grow up to be power hungry, or power mad, lifes great w/o tyrannats 3nodding
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