Jobless. Yes you got it. ******** jobless now. Last week was the worst week I ever had in my life. Just got depressed due to the loss of someone I knew, then ended up worked so hard and worked so late at work for past three days, then get up so early to go back to work. Thursday the 7th, I ended up "slept in" because I wanted to get away from everything for at least once. Got text from Louis, a worker I work with.. he asked me where I am at, I woke up about 11:30 replied, went to work. Everyone gave me dirty glare like I did something wrong. Louis yelled at me, and went to Morrie.. the main boss of this business and he yelled at me after read what I wrote to Louis. Put me to work. I worked late again that day. I was ok with work late because I owe them. I wrote something on sticky note:
"Morrie,
E-mail me in the morning before 7 so I can check it if you needs me.
-Andi"
I was up all day on friday... Up since 6:30 waiting for his email on my phone and off gmail account. Nothing from him. So I started my own errands throughout the day to get it done. Until honestly on saturday, I got his emails... late. I couldnt do anything because it was too late. I emailed him last night and pretend to act like I got it last night at about 9. I was busy doing a lot of things to reply his damn email. And I... I ******** woke up at 5:30 to get ready and go to work by SEVEN! To make it up for what I did. Morrie just blew his head off at me and sent me to work. Until then. I fixed my mistakes on one car, Louis came. And he asked if I was there on friday, I said no, he said "Alright." and he checked on bodymen then checked on Morrie... Listening to him talking about me for at least 30 minutes.
He came by, talked on phone about stuff, and I started to get the car ready to go, and Louis told me to come over to him and he asked me whats going on, I explained... then he yelled at me again like he did on thursday. And that It was my problem for not telling Morrie my new e-mail address on gmail? What the ********, I already spoke to Morrie on that ACCOUNT couple of the times, he should know what the ******** that is. Then in end Louis said "We both are thinking about letting you go due to of what happened last week."
"First thing off, I have spoke to Morrie on my new account couple of the times, he should have it right now. Its the same one he talked to me thru before. Second, I completely understand if you have to let me go. I wont go against you both for that at all. You want the truth? You know I'm only 20, Im young, this job is too overwhelming for me, the last week was the worst week I ever had in my life. I dont think I'm ready for this kind of job. But thats up to you and Morrie to decided... if you guys decided to let me stay, dont let that fact of me not feel ready for it... stop you or him. I'll try my best to make it something I will be used to. Dont get me wrong. I actually do love this job. I do want to keep it, but thats not my choice. Its yours and Morrie's." and Louis read it, and he looked at me like he understood what I'm saying.. and he showed that to Morrie. 15 minutes later, he came back and look really disappointed...
"I hate to say this, but we're going to let you go."
And thats the end of it.
Theres goes my life. Theres goes my career. I dont want to live anymore. Its a job I really wanted for so long. And it basically flew right out of my hands.
"Morrie,
E-mail me in the morning before 7 so I can check it if you needs me.
-Andi"
I was up all day on friday... Up since 6:30 waiting for his email on my phone and off gmail account. Nothing from him. So I started my own errands throughout the day to get it done. Until honestly on saturday, I got his emails... late. I couldnt do anything because it was too late. I emailed him last night and pretend to act like I got it last night at about 9. I was busy doing a lot of things to reply his damn email. And I... I ******** woke up at 5:30 to get ready and go to work by SEVEN! To make it up for what I did. Morrie just blew his head off at me and sent me to work. Until then. I fixed my mistakes on one car, Louis came. And he asked if I was there on friday, I said no, he said "Alright." and he checked on bodymen then checked on Morrie... Listening to him talking about me for at least 30 minutes.
He came by, talked on phone about stuff, and I started to get the car ready to go, and Louis told me to come over to him and he asked me whats going on, I explained... then he yelled at me again like he did on thursday. And that It was my problem for not telling Morrie my new e-mail address on gmail? What the ********, I already spoke to Morrie on that ACCOUNT couple of the times, he should know what the ******** that is. Then in end Louis said "We both are thinking about letting you go due to of what happened last week."
"First thing off, I have spoke to Morrie on my new account couple of the times, he should have it right now. Its the same one he talked to me thru before. Second, I completely understand if you have to let me go. I wont go against you both for that at all. You want the truth? You know I'm only 20, Im young, this job is too overwhelming for me, the last week was the worst week I ever had in my life. I dont think I'm ready for this kind of job. But thats up to you and Morrie to decided... if you guys decided to let me stay, dont let that fact of me not feel ready for it... stop you or him. I'll try my best to make it something I will be used to. Dont get me wrong. I actually do love this job. I do want to keep it, but thats not my choice. Its yours and Morrie's." and Louis read it, and he looked at me like he understood what I'm saying.. and he showed that to Morrie. 15 minutes later, he came back and look really disappointed...
"I hate to say this, but we're going to let you go."
And thats the end of it.
Theres goes my life. Theres goes my career. I dont want to live anymore. Its a job I really wanted for so long. And it basically flew right out of my hands.
