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He left without warning...He left me...No...he left us...He left us...Without so much as a "hey...Im leaving..."....The thing is..He isn't just leaving us here..He's leaving our home..He's leaving for good..No..he's left for good..We could all pray to God..We could beg..We could cry...Nothing can bring him back..Sadly, we have to remain in this misery...We have to because, there is no miracle of him ever returning to us.. There was nothing we could do...Now, im glad I've made up with him about all the bickering, fighting, and annoyance i've caused him in advance.. Never waited to tell him later. Told him when i realized i was wrong, or what we were arguing about was stupid.. I hope you all left him with a good note..I hope you all told him how great his was...Because he won't ever come back. And there isn't anything we can do.
Maybe he left without warning for a reason..Maybe he didn't want us to suffer with him..Or maybe, he simply didn't know either..He has made many mistakes...But thats not to bad..We all have made just as many bad decisions as he has..He was a good person...A good friend...Good fiance...Good Man.......Good brother...
To be honest, i doubted this whole situation at first...i was like... "HOLY!! NOOOOO!!!Oh wait....haha...not very funny.." But now i assume..With what i know, and what i've heard...The arrow isn't pointing the way i had thought it was...the way i wanted it to point...I'll miis him...We'll miss him...I loved him, not only as a close friend, but like a true brother..
---"The last moments passed before my eyes. I had no idea it was the last time...Im so glad the last words i had spoken were 'I love you,goodnight. See you tomorrow.' accomanied by a hug. The last part of my last words i had spoken, sadly, could never be fufilled. It never will be. There is no more 'See you tomorrow,'. There is only 'I miss you..' and 'I love you still...' and even 'I hope you are doing well...'.Nothing can bring me another 'tomorrow'. There is no hope. You can't make me forget. I miss him. 'We' miss him. I pray for him every night......I miss him"
~By XxxShadowsBetweenUsxxX
Dedicated to Mechguy2142.
Thank you for everything you ever did.
We miss you so much..

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Misery is:
Breaking up.
Losing your wallet.
Getting in a fight with someone close.
Failing a test, or exam.
Being forbidden to be with someone.
Having strict parents.
Losing your money.
Catching a cold on an important day.
Breaking a bone.
Getting a shot.
Getting a root canal.
Pulling teeth, no novacane.

If you ask me, these are dumb things to be miserable for.
Look down deep, deeper, down to your own very core.
Can you not find the answer i am seeking for hun?
Well, the answer is losing someone.
Not in the sense of being ex-freinds...
Now take a breathe..
Its in the sense of losing someone to death.

Thats what true Misery is.
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This poem is dedicated to Mechguy2142... May he rest in peace...
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***LATE UPDATE***
HE ISN'T DEAD SOME MERFINSMOO LIED Dx
BUT YAY I MISSED HIM biggrin DDD
TwT